I AM a believer, I AM a dreamer, I AM a Source being, came here to learn and share.
There is no such a thing as a coincidence.
But I do believe there are different coincidences - level of quality, I mean.
some leave you with a momentous imprint - a casual coincidence, and others are ever lasting "events", and many falls into somewhere in between.
Because this is so important
Because this could happen to you
and likely
You had many magical coincidences like this
Coincidence - because if I did not go Peaceweaver's annual event at Princeton, I won't one person, called Lou. Well, if my Facebook did not do a trick on us, I have not even through of going there - this far away land called Bath, NY. Well it is a bit strange - how iPhone does its own thing - like calling someone on its own....and you know you did not butt-dial it either.
I just want to thank those who orchestrated this event.
Lou, and his friend Dave, and people at Peaceweavers, and many beings....surround and protect this land.
a truly magical place
packed with love and
sacred energy.
So I enter
Again into this sacred hole
With all respect (apology if the word "hole" is disrespectful...)
It is a hole into unknown darkness
It is hot
It is heavy
It is sticky
It is uncomfortable
It is electric
It is.....well unbearable in many ways,
Like a wearing iron hot blanket covered with pine cones
Strange...
This was not my first
But it feels very different
I AM present
I AM feeling it
There were moments
I said to myself
"OK, this is it - I cannot take this any longer."
"Hey, no need to push my luck - I had been sick for a while"
Just when I was about to get out,
Spirit of Greg Lynn came
"Let it go...."
"If you feel it, just accept it, and let it be"
"Tt will goes right through you, and won't attach to you"
So I let heat and electric beam come through me
welcomed them...
Surrender...
Then THE ghost appears
My biggest fear !
The very thing I thought I dealt with
All the healings
All the prayers
All that meditations
All rituals, readings, and fire ceremonies
Were all in vain? Why IT came back?
Then I let that go too...all those healing, ceremonies, and expectation.
The ghost was still with me
So close that I can feel IT
But in a most comfortable way....
So I laid my face to chest of IT
and my heart spoke,
"thank you..."
"Finally, I can rest..."
"As you were with me many times"
I no longer need to run away from you
Because I now know I have power to let you go anytime
So be it...
Grandfather witnessed
He took IT with no hesitation
Engulfed it
transmuted it
.... smoke....
We cough and coughed out through Pipe
Great Spirits who live in great mystery,
The biggest fear of me
It was not my enermy
It was a part of me
So important part that it was dying to be with me
So we did
united
connected, and
separated
This time
it was not relief
it was comfort
Some may call ... a hug from Great Spirit
And this was truly
U.N.E.X.P.E.C.T.E.D
Namaste to you
and
Namaste to YOU
......xxxx comes when you least expect it
